Friday, September 19, 2008

iS iT COOl iF i CAll YOU JESUS?

GOT AlOT ON MY MiNd SO BARE WiTH ME

  1. THE SHiT ON MY MiND AHAHAH
i DONT KNOW MAN SHiT iS RUFF LiKE i HAVE GOOd DAYz BUT NEVER GREAT DAYz LiKE i USED TO iMA BE real WiTH YA'll LikE WHEN i write thats WHEN i FEEl SAFE iM AWAY FROM THE HE SAY SHE SAY THE DRAMA THE i DONT LiKE YOUz THE FUCC'z YOU WHATEVER i MEAN i TRY TO FiND PEACE BUT SOMETHiN' AlWAYz ON MY MiND i KNOW EVERYBOdY AiNT GONE lOVE ME AND i CANT MAKE EVERYBOdY HAPPY i UNDERSTAND THAT BUT iTz DiFFiCUlT i MEAN i HAVENT SPOKEN TO EDiTH iN YEARz iT FEElz LiKE REAl TAlK i TAlK SHiT ABOUT HER CUZ iT HURTz WE AiNT US NO MORE NOBODY Will EVER UNDERSTAND WHY i BROKE UP WiTH EDiTH LiKE i DiD THEY HAVE OPiNiONz BUT NO FACT THATz WHAT i HATE EVERYBODY GOT A OPiNiON AND FEEl liKE YOU NEEd TO HEAR iT

i WiSH i WAS SOMEWHERE ElSE NOT DEAD CUZ i DONT WANNA DiE JUST SOMEWHERE NEW YA KNOW LiKE A iSlAND A VillAGE AWAY FROM EVERYTHiNG JUST FOR A WHilE ill COME BACC OR MAYBE iM JUST TAKiN' THiS TO FAR LiKE All THiS HOMEWORK AND SHiT i GiT EVERYDAY AND MOMz ON MY BACC i CANT FiND NO PEACE THE PEACE i USED TO HAVE i lET SOMEBODY TAKE MY PEACE i MEAN i GiT SlEEP BUT EVEN WHEN i DREAM i THiNK iTz CRAZY LiKE

i GOT iN A FiGHT WiTH A CHiCC OVER SOME QUARTERz REAl TAlK NO JOKEz YEAH iT WAS DUMBk BUT i FElT LiKE i DESERVED MORE RESPECT THEN THAT i GAVE HER MONEY OUT OF lOVE AND i Didnt EVEN KNOW THE CHiCC LiKE FAMilY SO SHE COUlD GiT ON THE BUS i GAVE HER A DOllAR AND WHAT i GiT BACC QUARTERz HOW DiSRESPECTFUl iS THAT......AND i WAS AlONE AT THAT MOMENT NO NEO NO lUCY NO MARK NO CEDRiC NONE OF THEM All i HAd WAS YOU iS THiS SOME TYPE OF TEST i DONT WANNA FAil BUT i DiDNT HAVE ANY TiME TO STUDY

YEAH i HANG WiTH NiGGAz AT FOOTHill BUT i'D JUST RATHER BE AlONE CUZ THEY DO NOTHiN' FOR ME THEY ASSCORY'S AlMOST LiKE MOVin' STATUES YOU DiG i NEEd MY BROz i DONT WANT NO FUCCiN' FRiENdz TRUST ME HONESTlY iM CONTENT BUT iM STRESSEd iM lETTiN' THiS SHiT GiT TO ME TO MUCH WHEN iT NEVER USED TO iM OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE iM NOT ME HENDERSON iTz JUST SOME DiFFERENT SHiT AND i FEEl EXPOSEd i DONT LikE iT "TYRONE HOW YOU DOiN" iMA TEll YOU FiNE CUZ i DONT WANNA WASTE MY TiME

All THEM BiTCHES WHO DONT LiKE ME FUCC YOU All THEM NiGGAz WHO WANNA FiGHT ME FUCC YOU AND ANYBODY iN BETWEEN FUCC YOU FROM THis day on i PROMiSE i WONT CHANGE THiS STill EASTSiDE AND iF i GO 2 FOOTHill FOR FOUR YEARz AND DONT MAKE NOT ONE FRiEND iM COOl WiTH THAT AS lONG AS i GOT MY PEACE......MY PiECE OF MiND CUZ GOd REAllY THATz All i REAllY WANT iF YOU GiVE ME THAT BACC ill BE FiNE

AND FOlKz iM FiNE DONT STRESS ABOUT ME JUST LiFE AND iTz ON PMS RiGHT NOW SO EDiTH GOT A NEW MAN THATz COOl i WiSH YA'll THE BEST i REAllY DO..... i JUST WiSH THERE WAS ONlY SOME WAY i COUlD JUST GiT HER OUTTA MY DREAMz AHAAHAHAHA

AMEN THANK YOU JESUS FOR liSTENiN' YOU AiNT THAT BAd after all

-lOVE AlWAYz
MR. YEAHiSAiDiT

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